I also don’t get it - I barely eat anything but still I weigh the same. Fucking shit.
It feels like I’m repeatedly driving into a brick wall whereas the wall is my mental health.
It’s a low again, I can feel that. What I don’t understand is how I can be so stressed that I want to throw up when I don’t even do the school work I’m supposed to. It just keep piling up and I feel worse and worse.
And my skin keeps itching for me to cut and I don’t want to I don’t want to I don’t want to. Except that I do.