(I look thinner in the photo than I am in reality, and that’s saying something. Ignore my face too.)
Look at me. See how fat I am. I don’t think I’ll ever be thin because of how thick the bones in my body are. I’ve always been, aways felt fat, even when I was little and I refused to wear clothes that I thought looked bad on me.
And then I got fatter. I didn’t get it, because I trained 2-3 times a week, but I still gained weight anyway. I’ve always been stuck around 65 kilos (FAT!) but sometimes I get down to 60 and my stomach becomes smaller and I feel better. But not now.
I’m not beautiful, I don’t want to eat a lot and I am fat. And I cut.
Sigh. I need to go to school now. Fuck.