My cuts from yesterday itch.

Okay. When I visited my doctor the other day, he said that my values and shit is getting better now when I take my Levaxin.

He asked me about how I felt now that I’m taking them and I said that I feel better. Before I got them, I was sick all the time and had a hard time even getting out of bed. Meaning that all the problems were physical.

What I didn’t tell him was that I still feel just as bad psychically. I couldn’t tell him. Not just because my dad was in the room too, but because I couldn’t.

Anyways, he said that I could feel even better, that he’d decided that I should double my dose. So now I’m taking two tablets instead of one. Two 25 microgram tablets of Levaxin. 50 microgram. 

I don’t know if I will stop feel depressed now when I get more of that, but…. I don’t think I will. I’ll probably not stop cut myself either.

Stupid Struma, Goiter or whatever you want to call it. You can’t see anything on the outside, but it’s in there.

Now I’m going to bed. I will probably not be able to sleep, but still. Sigh.